More fear uncovered I could have asked Yorgos to come along to the book event. i didn't. I didn't dare. Didn't want to hear no. Or maybe even didn't want to admit I would want him with me. Rationally I could even place a potential no (having upcoming exams, not knowing anyone there, not understanding … Continue reading Open book?
thoughts racing through my mind, emotions racing through my body. Possibly it's because my period is approaching, maybe it is because my body received the man of my heart. Definitely my contribution to science today did affect my emotional state. So here we are. After a rather long period of silence, I am overflowing again. … Continue reading (too?) many thoughts again
It suddenly hit me. Perhaps that day early december was the last time I ever saw my beloved. The potential reality of that statement hit me hard in the stomach. Still longing for him. Remembering what we have had (so long ago). The potential. Two people getting closer. Also realizing how little I actually know … Continue reading hit
The amount of gray matter is increasing. Outside of my scalp. I have no indication about the development of gray matter on the inside. Presuming it's still there though. It's been a few years since the first 'silver lining' has been discovered on my head. It didn't bother me since it was just one. Then … Continue reading Gray matter
Well, admittedly, the world has been acting crazy for a while now. It is the scale that becomes incomprehensible. The reason for my contemplating is the China concentration camps I just found out about. Reading about it, gives me the chills because of the similarity to World War II. In the current day and age, … Continue reading The world going crazy. Because of fear.
Entering into the night while slowly dying is the light wrapping us in a long darkness since daylight is on a recess The sun will visit only briefly tomorrow but I feel no sorrow for after tomorrow has transpired the lights of heaven will be fired With such a brightening future ahead now it's time … Continue reading Good night sweet light
"Snow is falling, covering the city in a soft white blanket. Erasing all the dirt and darkness, softening the view, slowing down life." Waking up to the image of snowflakes falling down bringing out that inner joy of a child instead of a yawn inviting to go outside and play Smile, laugh, live and seize … Continue reading Snow